This force crushing me

When confronted with daily pressure, some retreat into and gain assurance from the ideological or transcendent, but we must face up to the certainties. Which includes our own absurdity and contrivance to escape reality.

“Between history and the eternal I have chosen history because I like certainties. Of it, at least, I am certain, and how can I deny this force crushing me?” Albert Camus

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