The reward is reality

"Attention is rewarded by a knowledge of reality."

To be led away from yourself towards some alien thing is to encounter something independent of your consciousness. You cannot take it over, deny it, or swallow up.

(Quote and paraphrase of Iris Murdoch.)

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