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Tag: insecurity

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    The Power of Uncertainty

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    Operant conditioning seems to deny "free will" if we can be programmed to react, to attain rewards or avoid pain. And yet, variable interval reinforcement reveals a more profound truth: consistent rewards bore us; unpredictability excites us.

    Sports, gambling, and social pursuits thrive on uncertain outcomes. In relationships, inconsistency heightens desire—binding others to the thrill of unpredictability. Those “trained” in this way become attuned to every subtle cue, craving approval without knowing when or how it will come.

    Yet, this instability breeds insecurity and dependence, leaving individuals trapped in cycles of validation-seeking, unable to trust stability or find self-worth beyond external rewards.

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    perfect = invisible

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    The perfect child is invisible, a non-entity until trotted out to perform childhood cuteness, which is more often than not a parody of adulthood.

    Many children are taught to hide from confrontation and never stand out, a “good boy/girl” coping tactic to avoid the ire of a tantrum-throwing, belittling bully (parent, sibling, teacher, classmate). The best strategy to avoid causing ripples is avoidance and disappearance: to be perfect is to be perfectly invisible, a polite genie that appears when the lamp is rubbed.

    Yet, this conflict avoidance increases relationship conflict: there is no intimacy with an apparition.

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    cynicism’s spiral

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    A politics of suspicion leads to a self-fulfilling prophecy: the cognitive bias of looking for corruption corrupts trust, and any outcome is suspect.

    As such, our cynicism is proven correct, despite any possible good that arrives: it is never enough or always about to be overturned. Like a drug, the overuse (abuse) of cynicism leaves us wounded and alone, empty and despairing. We are non-manipulable, but we are also non-participatory, anti-social, and unable to mount a cohesive defense against the ideologues.

    It is baffling to think belief, faith, or trust is a necessity for political rehabilitation.

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    The more you give, the scarier you are.

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    When you give too much, people become accustomed to it, building up a tolerance. You are a generous person, so they react less ecstatically to your kindness as they are less impressed.

    While this is normal, the people-pleaser is addicted to the reaction and must always give more to get the same response until it looks like insanity: your excessive kindness is overbearing and self-destructive.

    The addictive nature of the diminishing high leads to a vicious cycle.

    From Nick Pollard

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    reciprocity fails

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    Reciprocal treatment is why people-pleasing fails. To rely on another person for a momentary emotion (pleasure) is to externalize the internal.

    Beyond that, you already have happiness any moment you choose to accept it: giving it away and expecting it to be returned without a loss is idiocy.

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    Imposter syndrome

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    The imposter is overly confident, while a successful entrepreneur who is challenging them self is always afraid.

    The fear is because they are overcoming resistance, encountering uncharted territory.

    Once they are not plagued with some doubts they are not pushing them self. At that point, they are either not invested (wasting their time) or they are literally a “confidence man” in the middle of a con.

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    inferiority from grandiosity

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    Your inferiority complex is because of your grandiosity complex.

    The reason you feel bad is because you think everything should be so good, so perfect.

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    withholding is controlling

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    You don’t withhold your feelings for the other person out of kindness or care.

    You do it for yourself: to void future abandonment and to cover your ass. That way, no one can ever blame you.

    Withholding is a form of control.
    You present a “fake you,” which is manipulative, and when people discover the deception they leave, robbing you of your stability. Or they stay, and you resent them because you have to keep pretending.

    (From Nick Pollard, mostly)

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    Subtracting from the Ideal

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    Beginning from perfection guarantees reality will come up short.

    However, if we start from a position of blankness (non-anticipation), every benefit or character trait is a novel addition instead of a subtraction from the ideal.

    Starting from the ideal promises unconentment and loss.

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    Egotist or self-centered?

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    When we think of selfish people, we tend to think of egotists: people who disregard our feelings in favor of their pride.

    However, a self-centered person could also care too much about what others think of them. An insecure, self-centered person needs your feelings.

    It may look like compassion at first, but this is only to build rapport before they reaffirm themself through your feelings.